((Aww, Sammy. Dean will feel like a dick for doing this to Sam. :P))
Dean didn't sleep. Every time he closed his eyes, it was all Hell memories... every time in Hell that they'd used Sam against him, tore him down with Sam's hatred. What had happened earlier had been so much worse than anything they'd shown him in Hell though.
He'd known, deep down, it hadn't been real down there. It had just been another way to hurt him.
He winced when Sam came into the room again. He felt sick, himself, though not in the way Sam was. He was disgusted with himself, disappointed that it had come to this. That's not what he freaking needed to feel right now... especially when Sam seemed to have it worse than him at the moment.
It took him a few minutes to crawl out of bed. He had no idea what time it was, but it was still dark out and they were both going to be exhausted come morning. He couldn't leave Sam in there, miserable though.
"If you want, I'll drop you off at Bobby's in the morning. You can wait this out there." Because he's come this far and he can't back down now, let Sam go back to the blood that'll ease the withdrawals.
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Dean didn't sleep. Every time he closed his eyes, it was all Hell memories... every time in Hell that they'd used Sam against him, tore him down with Sam's hatred. What had happened earlier had been so much worse than anything they'd shown him in Hell though.
He'd known, deep down, it hadn't been real down there. It had just been another way to hurt him.
He winced when Sam came into the room again. He felt sick, himself, though not in the way Sam was. He was disgusted with himself, disappointed that it had come to this. That's not what he freaking needed to feel right now... especially when Sam seemed to have it worse than him at the moment.
It took him a few minutes to crawl out of bed. He had no idea what time it was, but it was still dark out and they were both going to be exhausted come morning. He couldn't leave Sam in there, miserable though.
"If you want, I'll drop you off at Bobby's in the morning. You can wait this out there." Because he's come this far and he can't back down now, let Sam go back to the blood that'll ease the withdrawals.